Wow I can't believe I am almost four months postpartum. I still look at both my girls and can hardly believe I am a mother of two. It all feels like a whirlwind since only a month after I had McKenna we were put on quarantine. For me it was truly a drastic change in our lifestyle as we were always on the go 24/7; going to Disneyland weekly, the park and lots of staycations. Being stuck at home with a newborn and 5 year old has been anything but easy. I feel pulled in multiple directions all the time and my…